Can’t Write This Stinking Paper
Well, I’m struggling to write an English paper.
However, the thoughts in my mind are running rampant. I’m so scatter brained and I can’t focus for more than five minutes at a time. I’m thinking that my best option is to sleep and to try again tomorrow, but I just need to drag my butt to bed first. That’s usually the problem. Once I plop my fat arse in this chair, I usually have a hard time getting it back up. It’s always easier said than done, of course.
Today I worked all three lunches at school to get people signed up for the blood drive. That went over pretty well. Cute girl in shirt with big boobs coming up to you to coerce you into signing up for something or buying something, it always works well. One of the things that Key Club and Journalism have taught me–use your womanly assets to sell things or get people to do what you want them to do. Rarely do I have a high failure rate. I guess that’s one of the benefits of being beautiful? xD
I’ve mentioned my love life on here a few times before, but I’m feeling like rambling about that some more tonight. I don’t know where things are headed or where I see myself romantically in the near future. I want to have a relationship, but I’m not sure who I want to have a relationship with. None of the people in my life right now are people that I see myself with. It’s hard. I’m used to things being a lot easier, but relationships are so complex right now. I’ve got a million and one walls up since the Robert incident, however, whatever I do to change that obviously isn’t working out.
I’ve worried about people reading through my old Xanga account because it’s one of the top hits on google for my username. I use that name for many things, such as my Quizlet.com account. Quizlet is a great website that allows you to enter vocabulary terms, then study them. If you are trying to learn any terms right now, I strongly suggest it. I use it for all of my definitions. It’s a great help for me, personally.
